Love will make us happy.What kind of the love do you seek?Islamic life.!I could pray for five a day.I could wear on headscraf to work.I could live in Islamic community.There are islam school near my village even in my country.Everyday I fight for my hard job and save my own money.Just want to make my dream come true.When I ask some my muslim friends to join with me.They have alot of reason I can not accept.Nobody want to care about that.They are so selfish.They only focus if they have money to pay for bill and food.Even it's enough.Most of muslim think they just keep their good "Iman"What are those good IMAN?Pray for five times a day.Read more Qur'an.But they don't want to do something for others without requiting.
And me...I love to do all I can for them.But I need to safe my life first.I could have a stable job.So I can keep helping others.Eevrything just is decided by stable living.All in our life can be balanced with Islam.I won't care the money I earn.But everything just follow allah's guiding.All is a test for allah.No complain.
When I do everything first I say Bismillah.And thanks for allah guiding.I could hold my good islamic life in Chunan.Try to let everybody know.What is my love in Islam.
Insha allah.
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"I love you."those words are expecting to hear from everybody.But they don't like to say easiler from you.But I mean it don't like a lover.It's different with that.The love is from the friendship and family.When I stay with my family and muslim friend I can feel that.That is the love I said.Love make us meet together.Love make us stay together.That's so great.Hope everybody will understand what the love is.You wouldn't query anything when you do for that.I will be the person because of Allah.
Thanks for allah guiding.
Bismillah~when I do everything first I will say.
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Do you know there are few muslim in Taiwan country?Maybe you think it's not a country.But it's island near China.Almost 15000 to 20000 muslim peopel live in this place.I always query my belief was best or not.Why I put the question like that!Coz I saw most of descendant of muslim they didn't admit who they really are.
It's so ridiculous.I am NurLindhal,a converted one.Maybe my blood relationship is not pure than original one.But I firmly believe I can change my family or friends not to run away.Yesterday I search all the mosque in the world.Where had most of Majid?It's not the matter I want to know.I just want to find a pretty one I can draw my dream mosque in chunan.I try to save more money and make my dream coming true.
My grandma always push me saving more money and buy my own house.I agree with that suggestion but not for me!For allah...I can build a small and special mosque behind of chunan train station.I rather spend ten million NT dollars on this case.Make like a apartment.Most muslim can live and make some business near by mosque.When the pray time is they can pray without any solicitude.Everybody can feel real islamic life in Taiwan not a empty place.
So that's why I love the feeling in Long Gung mosque.I could spend my all time here even without any pay.I rather do that for creating more wonderful islamic life.Coz of my family I have to work in Chunan township.My father didn't realize why I converted.And he doesn't accept my headscraf.He try to ingore what I want to show him.I can do my best and let him assimilate into islamic life.
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I love to stay with my family.I like to nestle up to my family.So sweet.I always regret my pass.Yes,I am.I can not remove that.it was just revoloving in my mind.When I saw my father he has white hair and face full of wrinkle.I felt so shame why I didn't think about his feeing.Whatever why they are a muslim or Khair they are my dear family.It can't be changed.
Everyday I think about my life.I don't care my husband in future.I never consider that.Maybe I won't get married.I just want to stay with my family.I would feel alone when I get old.If I can't be a good wife and mother.Why I have to make my own family.
I knew all my muslim friends tell me I must do the right thing that prophet Muhammad taught.I can not say any excuse for that.I just need the right time to do the right thing.Listen to the music and think about HK Singer,Sammy what she sang. I could know I waste almost of my time to regret what mistakes i made.When I got nevous I would feel my ear pain.It happens always because of my hight pressure from my nurse job.My father told me they hope me be happy everyday even I find a office job.They didn't expect me to have great achievement.I could know all their kind for me.I try to reminisce and find the real reason why I ran away to my family at my sixteen age.I was too young to consider my family feeling.
Now I go back my village and live with my family.Chunan a small towship where I miss.I am so fool I never find it is so pretty. Remenber the song "Dao Xiang"sang by Jay a TW singer what it said."Remenber what you said.The home is only your castle. Keeping running with those smell from rice plant and the river.Just smile I knew the dream made since I was a kid."At least I knew I still alive I can see all what happen in this world.Thanks allah~
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I am so fool.I didn't know how to study well.I have to fight for my job.I need to study hard and get more knowledge.And then I can do my good job.They try to insult me with those malevolence.I admitted I didn't work hard before.Start form yesterday I keep studying hard and review all I learned.
These two days I always think how to reach my goal as soon as possible.But I forgot it's impossible I could finish my job faster.I need to suffer all I didn't know.They said a new nurse always finish her job until 07.00pm to 08.00pm.So I have to follow like that.Review all the job I did make sure it's complete or not.I will be.I have to fight for my job.Let it become a routine in my work.
After work I nust study hard and gain more knowledge.Like my brother.That's good.Good habit I Made.Thanks for allah guiding~I will pray for everyone I meet.
Insha allah~
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I often complain others' fault or their malevolence to me.After that quarrel with my father I try to treasure everytime we get along.I didn't release my hight pressure and bad temper after work.He always teaches me those ways of the world.I am too youndg.Almost the time I don't know how to have a good relationship with my co-workers.I just want to finish all my job by myself and keep my point only.I didn't make a good friendship with them. It's so bad.But I couldn't improve that.i had worked for 5 years almost.Start from golden brother it can't be changed.I didn't attend these company tourism.I hated to go out with my co-workers after work.Maybe I can't trust them.So I always criticize my co-workers in a unfair way.My family try to remind me what my behavior is so ultra.Those extreme thinking are not accepted in society.It's not a big deal my father always talks to me.
But now I try to open my heart for them.Becuase I know I just a nurse working at surgery department. I need a friend there even they are Khair.They always push me to finish all the job before 03.00pm.Now I knew why they did.Because they hope me work on night shift.If I work on night shift I have to care for 18-20 persons a day.Nobody can help me I must work independent.No choice....maybe after one month or two monthes I have to work on night shift becuase my co-worker is pregnant.Maybe she will get married during those three monthes.When I got this news so bad I felt.I just get five rest days on February.How many rest days I will get on March?Someone already arrange her wedding on March.How about another one special she get pregnant already?But I have to think about them first.Keep working hard and finish this such contract.
I hope I won't work there after one year.I believe I can't be a good nurse.Maybve I can travel to anywhere if I can.I love my dream making a mosque in my village of my life.eevryday I pray and pray for everybody. It not mean I didn't care myself.I just think I have to think about their situation first.And someday I can gain more good from them.So sad~I need to change my mind first.It's the world.I just follow allah guiding~
Insha allah
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From: estelle1030@hotmail.com
It is Great news,
Hope you all know about the Denmark newspaper who made fun of our holy Prophet and till now they do not regret… let us make them regret for good…
The Danish Ambassador, Prime Minister and Denmark National Channel; all are trying to do something just to stop the boycott by Muslims since last month through which their losses have reached 2 billion Euro. If we continue to boycott Denmark products 7 months more it could reach around 40 billion Euro's loss.
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Everyday I consider what I can do for my life.Beside I am a muslim.Pray five times a day.Make more Du'a for others muslim friends and read Qur'an.What else?What I really need in my life.Ebven I queried myself if I had a good belief for Islam before.
My father told me"Because you thought you were scared those humdrum life.If you want to have your good life.you need to fight for that.Not always make your daydream."
I have to admit he's right.I dreamed all what I like not plan what I want.Like a fool dreamer here.Maybe I didn't like to face the truth in the world.Reality and dream are both of my nightmire.When I slept I could make the dream what I love.When I woke up I could saw the reality what I feared.
I asked myself what I really need.Maybe I didn't know.So ridiculous.No destination I work.Just take a little salary and complain all the misfortune to my family and friends.NurLindhal~ you said you relive!!Do you remenber what you said.Sure~I knew.Unfortunately I always fall down into the pass again and regret all I did again.Everyday I write my feeling in my blog.I record everything that happened on my life.When I get older I can reminisce my young.
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Today when I finished my hard job I just want to go home as soon as possible.I can't stay there a noisy,terror place and .Who have a good heart for you.Everybody has but they try to speak it out with a lot of bad words.I admitted I don't like to be a nurse.So not have a good ability with my job.They TRY to communicate with me by such atrocity words to hurt you.
I treasured this job when I got this job.But I knew I wasn't the strongest they need.But they need the manpower that's why they hired me. I look like a old lady persued by those co-workers.I graduated from 2003.I didn't work in hospital for five years.I lost the best time to gain more experience.Last March in 2008 I chose to work in regional hospital.That's good practice I can learn more from this kind of hoispital.I don't need to pay another tuition per year.That's point I decided to work in Wei Gong again.
Whateve it's good or bad.I have to accept yup.This afternoon I yelled to my father because of those angry about such a good job.I don't wanna do that to him.I need some love form my family.But he didn't realize what I thrist for and yell to me as the same as me.I get crazy and wept at the same time.After that I run out of my house and called my brother.How I can't make me come down!So hard to work in hospital.One year contract I signed.I start to regret all I did.
But ...Maybe I will change my mind after few monthes.
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Khair and Muslim friends which one is better I can make a friend.
If I push them from our group.Maybe they will became a muslim someday.I could not refuse to make a friendship with them.Maybe our talking can transmit islam to them.That's true.I was a Khair before.How I can get more Islamic information.Just tramsmit by mulsim friends.Thanks for allah guiding.everybody could get some information from internet.But we must touch that with real people.Just like I said whatever it's good or bad.I have to accept it.I stood on the edge of them.I could know all the difficulty I suffered before.I confused my life what I really need.what my dream is.But now I have....
just fight for islam not a really fighting with somebody!!
I can take a hard job and save my money for islam.Make my wonderful heaven in Taiwan..I knew I can't be a good nurse.But I can be a woman with good heart.No bad words for others.....Insha allah!! I made a big mistake last two years ago.They try to understand what happened to me and give me a chance.I have to treasure all their supporting.Pray and make more Du'a for them.They are all the good guy.Just no the right be a good muslim.They will be...I trust them.Everything just follow Allah guiding.
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