How do I face my life now?I need to work hard because I didn't like my job. I visited my grandma last night.She advised me to make my good life.So ridiculous!I don't know to creat a good life.How can I get a wonderful life?I try to fix my problem and make more islamic thing in my life.Sometimes I rather find a easy job liek assitant in office.I could release my high prssure in hospital.I always focus my tragic suffered in Wei Gong hospital.But I didn't think about others feeling.I am so selfish. ?Maybe my colleagues are not miserable.I have to strongly urge myself to study more and hard.So that's why I won't get afraid coz of my ignorant.
Everyday I meet the difficult problem with my job.When I resolved those problem I could know how to do my good job.Just repeat all what I did and reminisce what problem I suffer.Thats' good experience I gain in hospital.I worked in this hospital almost half year.So tired~
My family always encourage me to fight for my job.I can do that.They trust me.It is a huge power to help me stand on this right side.Everyday I have to pray for everyone I met.They are so kind to teach me more in nursing.
Thanks for allah guiding.
Just say Bismillah when you do everything.