Nur_Lindhal Islamic life木耳林答伊斯蘭生活圈

How do I face my life now?I need to work hard because I didn't like my job. I visited my grandma last night.She advised me to make my good life.So ridiculous!I don't know to creat a good life.How can I get a wonderful life?I try to fix my problem and make more islamic thing in my life.Sometimes I rather find a easy job liek assitant in office.I could release my high prssure in hospital.I always focus my tragic suffered in Wei Gong hospital.But I didn't think about others feeling.I am so selfish. ?Maybe my colleagues are not miserable.I have to strongly urge myself to study more and hard.So that's why I won't get afraid coz of my ignorant.

我現在要如何面對我的生活,我需要努力辛苦的工作.因為我不喜歡我的工作.昨天我去了一趟外婆家,她勸告我要為自己生活著想.真是可笑!我根本不知如何創造好生活,我要如何得到完美的生活!試著解瘸我的問題及創造伊斯蘭的事務在我的生活裡.有時,我寧可做一 個辦公室的助理,我可以釋放硰的醫院工作壓力.我總是專注於我再為公醫院遇到的遭遇.我沒有想到他人感受.我很自私.也許我的同事並不是那麼討厭.我必須鞭策自己努力多讀書.那麼~我就不會因無知而感到害怕.

When I work in hospital I have to consider the patient's feeling.I always talk to myself I won't be like to the others colleagues.Because they work there so long time they would respone to patient or their family with pettish speaking.But my father told it's impossible you keep your kind to patient forever.You would became like your colleague.Do you know the reason?Coz you get tired with your job.I knew it would be happend on me.Nobody could keep a good heart and care pateient without pettish emotion.

I try to care the patient and do my best.Let them gain more good health.But I always keep my high pressure with this job.Everybody is so selfish.Sometime I am the one of them.But only the first I have to consider it always.Just keep the patient's safe.I couldn't do anything wrong with them.Special make them get more weak.I knew like some NSP(Clinical Nurse Spcialist )didn't care the critical patient with siging DNR permit.They change his medicine order every five minute.How can the patient's body take those poison on that short time.

思念，是會讓人感到傷心，可是我卻感到快樂．為的是．．．因為自己的不好，所以不可以連累到其他人．

Miss someone will make people get sad But I am diffreent .I feel happiness for that.Coz of my bad temper I knew.I couldn't hurt others so I have to give up what I like.

When I do everything before I would consider what benefit I could get.I am so selfish I knew.When I conveted to muslim everything is changing subtlety.I try to learn controling my bad temper.I wouldn't get angry easlier but  I became like to cry special for unfair treating I met.Maybe I didn't want to do my good job.Just want to get a salary and save money.I knew I have to work hard.But I can't exchange my mind.I like to be a housewife and care my family only.I won't be worry about my life.no food no money,no house.

No way ~my angle tell me.....!

When I got high pressure I always listen this song"A is for allah" sang by Cat Stevens.(Islamic name is Yusuf Semi)He is a converted muslim like me.But we suffered dfferently in our life.I work hard and have a lot of complain to my job.I don't like my co-workers.Maybe I didn't have a good ability in this jon.The head leader said she didn't let me pass the probation even I already got my contract duplicate copy last month.So ridiculous!

Astafirullilah~I can't think about that.It's my fault.If I can do my good job.I won't keep those thinking in my mind.Whatever I metjust do my job.Thanks for allah guiding.I will pray for everybody.Let them know you are the graet one.Make me come down and consider more for islam.And make more Du'a for my muslim friends.That's the best way I could release my high pressure.

Love will make us happy.What kind of  the love do you seek?Islamic life.!I could pray for five a day.I could wear on headscraf to work.I could live in Islamic community.There are islam school near my village even in my country.Everyday I fight for my hard job and save my own money.Just want to make my dream come true.When I ask some my muslim friends to join with me.They have alot of reason I can not accept.Nobody want to care about that.They are so selfish.They only focus if they have money to pay for bill and food.Even it's enough.Most of muslim think they just keep their good  "Iman"What are those good IMAN?Pray for five times a  day.Read more Qur'an.But they don't want to do something for others without requiting.

And me...I love to do all I can for them.But I need to safe my life first.I could have a stable job.So I can keep helping others.Eevrything just is decided by stable living.All in our life can be balanced with Islam.I won't care the money I earn.But everything just follow allah's guiding.All is a test for allah.No complain.

"I love you."those words are expecting to hear from everybody.But they don't like to say easiler from you.But I mean it don't like a lover.It's different with that.The love is from the friendship and family.When I stay with my family and muslim friend I can feel that.That is the love I said.Love make us meet together.Love make us stay together.That's so great.Hope everybody will understand what the love is.You wouldn't query anything when you do for that.I will be the person because of Allah.

Thanks for allah guiding.

Do you know there are few muslim in Taiwan country?Maybe you think it's not a country.But it's island near China.Almost 15000 to 20000 muslim peopel live in this place.I always query my belief was best or not.Why I put the question like that!Coz I saw most of descendant of muslim they didn't admit who they really are.

It's so ridiculous.I am NurLindhal,a converted one.Maybe my blood relationship is not pure than original one.But I firmly believe I can change my family or friends not to run away.Yesterday I search all the mosque in the world.Where had most of Majid?It's not the matter I want to know.I just want to find a pretty one I can draw my dream mosque in chunan.I try to save more money and make my dream coming true.

I love to stay with my family.I like to nestle up to my family.So sweet.I always regret my pass.Yes,I am.I can not remove that.it was just revoloving in my mind.When I saw my father he has white hair and face full of wrinkle.I felt so shame why I didn't think about his feeing.Whatever why they are a muslim or Khair they are my dear family.It can't be changed.

Everyday I think about my life.I don't care my husband in future.I never consider that.Maybe I won't get married.I just want to stay with my family.I would feel alone when I get old.If I can't be a good wife and mother.Why I have to make my own family.